# 13. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change and why?

I would change my attitude of being LAZY. brrr* I hate it. I can't control my self for being lazy, lazy in doing household chores. It's just, I'll do things if I'm in the mood, only if I'm in the MOOD. grr. I don't know how to start changing this attitude. But I'm hoping someday, I could change this, I CAN. :) xD

# 12. What would you say your biggest fear is when it comes to relationships?

My biggest fear when it comes in a relationship is that, if the other pair would be out of love. Love is always present, but the person is the one whose presence is not around. I don't want it to happen. It's my biggest fear when you talked about relationships, because, COMMUNICATION is very important for two people loving each other, if they believe in love. No matter what happen, they will be forever.

# 11. Are you a lover or a fighter?

BOTH. :D I am a lover & also a fighter.

I fight for love, and I fight for what I know is right.

# 10. What do you dislike the most about yourself? (physically and emotionally)

Dislike? mm. Physically? My pimples in my face. Oh! I so hate them so much. X( Emotionally? mm. It would be, being nicer to everyone that they take advantage on it and hurt my feelings. That would be all, I know thi spost is too short, but these are only the things I can discuss about the topic. :DD

OFF TOPIC:
Today is the Fiest Day of Pilar.
Happy Fiesta Zamboanga!

# 9. What do you like the most about yourself? (physically and emotionally)

What I like? Physically? My height! Haha. LOL! Even though I'm too small like a kid, I'm CUTE! I know that ;) I'm just 4"11 and don't wish to make it 5" because I'm already 17 y/o, and I know in my age now, its difficult to grow. :)) I just love my height!

Emotionally? The feeling of being strong! Especially if you talked about Love or Relationships. I do not quit immediately in a relationship if I know I can still save and bring back the past relationship we had. I'm not that person that quits. If I know there's still a chance, I'm doing my very best to save it. That's why, those guys who actually leaved me alone, and go back to me again because of this attitude, they realize that I was the perfect girl for them. But what they did before? They just ignore me, and take me for granted.

Every drops of my tears has a payment for you to pay!

# 8. Have you ever had your heart broken? Have you ever broken a heart?

Have you ever had your heart broken?

- Yes, in my 17 yrs of existence I had a lot of heart broken. My very first broken heart was with my boyfriend now, it's when he texted me saying "Can I court you?" answering his question with "Are you serious?" and never texted me again after questioning this to me. I ask her big sister if it's true, and replied — "Don't believe him, he's just joking!" This guy was my ultimate crush, he's the first guy that makes my heart beats faster and faster every time I see him. <3

Have you ever broken a heart?
- Yes, for those guys who actually leaved me after saying they love me, and they wouldn't leave me. When time comes, they go back on court me, but what I'm doing? I was just playing with them, I wanna feel them how bad, and cruel I am for leaving me alone.

# 7. What does your name mean? Why were you named what you were named?

My name means CRYSTAL in English. Why Kristal? As I was born, my Mom don't know what would be my name, then as she reads a Comic Magazine, the star actress in the story was named as Kristal. So, she decided to named me Kristal. That's how I got my name.

# 6. What is your phobia/fear?

Talkin' bout fears? I have a lot of fears. But my greatest fear is to lose my FAMILY.

I don't want to lose them, they are my treasure. Only treasure that God given to me. I can't live with out them. I really love my family.

# 5. What’s the point of life? Define a great life.

My point in life? Uhm, it would be to finish my course now and to work abroad. To help my Mom in working for our Family. And to have my own Family. I would say that a great life comes with different troubles that can help me grow up. Life has its Up's and Down's. But always remember, that God is always there ready to help us and gives his grace. A great life is to be with our Almighty God.

# 4. What is true love?

Being able to wait is a sign of true LOVE and patience.

Anyone can say I LOVE YOU, but not everyone can WAIT and PROVE it's TRUE.

If you really LOVE that person, you can wait for him/her. The right time will come for you to be with him/her. God gives the grace of Love to the Perfect Couple. Trust him, He knows everything.

# 3. If you could wish for anything that would come true, what would you wish for?

If I had a wish that would come true, I'll wish that Earth would be better again like before, a lot of Trees, Flowers, Rivers. The sea are clean, the river can be drink just like before. I wish for the goodness of our Mother Earth, and wishing to stop Global Warming. The Earth is being polluted by the people who actually abuses the Natural Resources of our dear Earth. And their would come a time that our Resources would be scarcity! This are one of the factors that would actually kill people. SCARCITY!

# 2. Who/what can’t you live without?

I can't live with out God.

God is my only source of LIFE. He gave everything I need in my life, He is my savior, He is the Truth, the Way and the Life. God is very powerful among all. And I thank Him for having Him in my life right now. I can't live my life without HIM!

# 1. What do you regret most?

Hmm, what do I regret most? Uhmm. Its when I lost my way from the real world, when I was in my 2nd year high-school, months before my father died, I made a shameful scene in the school, I really regret what happened. Because of that, my Mom's attention was called by our School Guidance. èé Yeah! Really. NOT kiddin'. That's how I lost my way, know why? My Mom was really busy that time, wanted to forget what happened with my Dad, the time I need a Mom, she's not around guiding me, supporting me. And because of being alone, I LOST MY WAY. :((

If I had given the chance to change all and do it right, I would go back to the past just to stop what will happened, but I can't. It's too late.

The 30 Day Challenge.

Okaayy. Here's a 30 Day Challenge for me.
I should start this by October. :) XD

1. What do you regret the most?
2. Who/what can’t you live without?
3. If you could wish for anything that would come true, what would you wish for?
4. What is true love?
5. What’s the point of life? Define a great life.
6. What is your phobia/fear?
7. What does your name mean? Why were you named what you were named?
8. Have you ever had your heart broken? Have you ever broken a heart?
9. What do you like the most about yourself? (physically and emotionally)
10. What do you dislike the most about yourself? (physically and emotionally)
11. Are you a lover or a fighter?
12. What would you say your biggest fear is when it comes to relationships?
13. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change and why?
14. What are features you get complimented on a lot?
15. What’s something you wish you could say to that someone?
16. If you could change one thing about the world, what would it be?
17. Choose: trust or love
18. What’s your passion?
19. Write a letter to yourself stating all the things you love about yourself.
20. Does love = sex?
21. Your best friend just died. What’s your reaction?
22. Whom do you admire the most?
23. What is your goal in life?
24. What gives you sincere happiness?
25. What are the 10 most significant events in your life?
26. When were the happiest days in your life?
27. What is the one problem, challenge, or issue your were born to address?
28. If you died tomorrow, what’s one thing you’d regret not doing?
29. If you died tomorrow, would you want anyone to know something?
30. Who are you?