Happy 43rd Birthday Dad!

Today, we are celebrating our father's 43rd birthday, and also with my youngest brother. As for now, my mom is cooking. We will go to my Dad's memorial and eat our dinner together with my family. I miss my dad so much, how I wish I could see him, even in my dream. Just for once. :\

I miss all things about him, the way he hugged me when my mom would scold me, the way he kiss me on my nose, and a lot of more. I always cry everytime I think of our memories. Those wonderful memories that makes me inspired. :)

Father's Day.

NOTE! mag-TATAGALOG ako ngayon. Nakakapagod mag English.

2nd Lieutenant Elvin A. Mendez PA ( A Father that I am Proud of! )
May he rest in peace and be with our loving God.

5years before.

10months walang sahod ang Tatay ko, 10months din kaming hindi nagkita. 10months kaming nahirapan, 10months kaming walang makain. Sa 10months na ito, natuto kaming mag hanap ng paraan para lang makakain at makapasok ng eskwelahan. Nahirapan ng husto ang Mama ko para lang makahanap ng paraan upang makakain kami, napilitan kaming pumasok sa public school at maglakad pauwi. Sa edad kong 11y/o natuto akong mag hanap ng paraan upang makatulong kami sa Mama namin, kaming magkakapatid, nagtulungan para lang makahanap ng mga bote, plastic, bakal at kung anu-ano pa para maibenta lang at magkaron ng pera pang bili ng makakain namin. Ganon kahirap ang buhay nang wala ang Tatay namin samin.

November 10, 2005. Nakauwi na samin ang Tatay namin at nagkaron narin kami ng pera.
November 13, 2005. Binilhan nya ako ng gift na gusto ko, ang pinakauna kong cell phone na nasa akin parin ngayon.

November 15, 2005. Kinailangan nyang bumalik ng trabaho, ang araw ding ito ay ang araw ng kanyang kamatayan. Tanghaling tapat ng inambush ang Tatay ko ng mga armadong tao.

Ang araw ding ito mismo ay ipinangako nyang magbabago na sya at di nya na sasaktan ang damdamin ng nanay ko, ipinagbilin nyang alagaan ko ang pamilya namin, babantayan ko ang nanay ko at alagaan ang mga kapatid ko. Marami syang iniwang mga pangako samin na dapat sana'y magagawa nya na. Kaso namatay sya, kinuha na ni God ang buhay nya. Alam kong may rason sya kung bakit nya ginawa yun.

USAPAN SA CELLPHONE

Tanghali ng kumakain kami sa isang fast food chain.

TATAY : Nak, ingatan mo mga kapatid mo, tulungan mo mama mo ha. Wag mo syang bigyan ng sama ng loob.
AKO : Opo Tay, ingat ka dyan.
TATAY : Ok, ibigay mo na kay mama.
MAMA : Oh ano man?
TATAY : Pangako ko mag-babago na ako. Mag ingat kayo parati. Ang mga bata ha!
MAMA : Oo, mag ingat ka din dyan.

TATAY : tooooooooooooot. ( Biglang na-off ang cellphone )


Eto na pala ang sign na mamamatay na ang Tatay ko. :(
Mahalin nyo Tatay nyo hanngang nabubuhay pa sya. Bago kayo mag-sisi.

ME, WITH MY TATAY.


FAMILY PIC

its SAT-UR-DAY.

Its weekend, and everybody loves it! HHA! Its a day for a rest, even if its one day though. Don't you feel like 1week in school is like a whole year? HHA! Truly! I feel like that, and I think 8months in going to school is like 10years attending your class everyday. Anyways, I always come late in going to school, I feel like so tardy. I don't want to attend my class, but I don't have any choice, its my responsibility, I must focus on my studies, if I failed in any of my subject, definitely I will lose my scholarship, its the one who pays my tuition fees every semester until I graduate. Gonna be so serious! I wanna help my family and to be successful just like others. Daaah~ I'm so emotional. HAHA. Whatever! I just love my family, even though I'm a bad daughter to my mom. I always make her cry, but even if I'm like this, I have a plans for her, I want to pay all the things she given to me but I know its not enough to pay all of those because all her life she was with us, taking care of us. Even if I don't have a father anymore. Hmm. I'll gonna blog those things next time~ Its a long long long story by the way. I LOVE MY DAD! May my father be with our loving God. Amen.

Another happenings happened this day was we don't have teacher for our subject, I just waste my money and time going to school and passed my novel homework, YEAH! Like novel homework, what a teacher! She gave us a homework that is so so so long, and what was I supposed to expect was NOTHING! No teacher for 2meetings already. We just spent our time for nothing! And were behind in the other class, because they already start their discussions.

Ohkaaaaaay! I was with him again. Ü We eat our lunch here in the house with my family. So sweeeeeeeeeeet!~ He bought a roasted chicken for our viand. We eat together, were like a sweet married couple, you know like "subo-subuan kung kumain". HAHA. I just love the way he is~ Oh! And by the way, we watch some videos about love stories. KILIG!